Eloquence

My restlessness
Is my nemesis
trying to just deal with this
is turning my brain to piss
I'm the one I've begun to miss,
I've lost my inner bliss,
being comfortable, my resonance,
focused on the negatives,
All the venomous pestilence
The unhealing abrasiveness
And all the endless listlessness.
This has become tenuous
helplessly I’ve been dismissed
drowning in the dark abyss
Artax, the wingless Pegasus
This negligence and recklessness,
contentiousness and unpleasantness
these developments are directionless
setting precedence with embellishments
I’m on the precipice of a genesis,
no edifice, but an exodus
To leave behind the carelessness
embrace all of my excellence,
build on my intelligence,
push aside irrelevance
return to my benevolence
back into my elements,
this is my inheritance,
I’ll take away this penitence,
I’ve presented all my evidence
Now tell me isn’t this eloquence?